Bryan
I don't believe you're trying. I don't believe it one FUCKING bit. I don't give a fuck if you have a mental disorder because you're not making any effort to make things better for yourself, or more importantly, this family. Every word that comes out of your mouth is utter bullshit. You're manipulative, you lie and then you try to be friends with me.
You think I want to be your friend?
I hate you.
I loathe you.
I will always loathe you until you grow up and stop putting on this stupid show that you do. Stop blaming everyone for your mistakes. Stop acting like an asshole one minute, and pretending to be the nicest guy in the world the next.
I hate when you play mom and dad off each other. You know why mom tries to forgive you? Because she can't fucking handle it. She doesn't physically have the brain power to process stress like the rest of us. And then you tell dad he never listens and that he's so hard on you. He's easier on you than I would have been! You would have been long gone out of my house. He keeps you around because he values family. He values trust, so he tries to trust you. And what do you do? You fuck it up again.
This family means everything to me. They're all I have in the end because they're the only ones that I can know FOR SURE aren't ever lying to me. But you always lie and it's ruining everything.
